"You know, I'm thinking too much about us this night. And wondering why life is so damn unfair. Why I have this feeling if we can't be together? Why I feel that I'm the one who love you too much and I'm the one more into you? And I dont feel that you feel it the same way. And leave me feel that I'm stupid bitch here."
"Honestly, I think that you are avoiding me. Curse my over think habit if thats not right. I just want you to know what I have in my mind and what's inside my heart."
"You know that some times, even many times I want you to fight for me. And asking "why you dont fight for me if you love me" I know thats selfish, thats not right. You've came here and I reject you. Yes I know, but that time you also have unfinished story. And it makes me doubt about your intention for me. "Do you really want to be with me if you still have that girl calling you on the phone?" And you still put her on your top list and I always in 2nd place."
"Are you avoiding me? If its true then just let me know. Do my existence make you not comfortable? Do my existence bring problem to your current relationship? Please let me know. Dont let me hanging like this. Teach me what should I do because I stupid in this."
"If you want me to leave then tell me. It will be hard but at least you make it clear for me. Yes, I need you but I dont want to make it hard for you and her. If you want to broke me then do it hard and harsh, I will be very appreciate it cause its easier for me to forget. Not about you but about us."
"I hate being so selfish and childish like this. I just try to be honest with myself. Just tell me the answer, what should I do and I will do exactly like what you want"
Sent on Monday, 16 April '13 at 02:58 AM
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